mixed feelings...

Yesterday was on duty with nothing to do... Heng i got bring Harry Potter story book to read. Was reading it while watching shows on tv and thinking of her at the same time... Haiyo no scv there so boring. Watched MIB2 on tv3, Bruce Lee's "Jing wu men" and some old sg chinese dramas and taiwan dramas on channel8... Lolzz so that's what they have on tv at dead hours... Last time liked bruce lee's shows so much... But yesterday watched le find some things quite stupid and funny... Haha for example he'd yell as though he's in pain even though he kick other ppl... Think he's very kind cos his victims kenna from him too jialat can't oww so he oww ahh for them...

While doing those i also recalled some nice moments we (me and u know who la) had last time... like those occasions when i gave her gifts... when i played some songs for her using my guitar... watching midnight movie... arguing over why i nvr eat the mushrooms in my bowl... like eating at kfc... combing her hair for her at her home... and how her mood changed from bad to bubbly when we did some shopping... and how much she liked it when she says something's nice and i offer to buy it for her (though she'd pull me away and prevent me from buying)... and some of her cute faces and sotongness... Haha... so adorable.......

As i thought about us i really missed her so much that i wanted to call her to chat with her... that was at about 12plus or 1plus am liddat. but i knew i shouldn't so i curbed the urge to do so... until the temptation was too much to resist and i msged her at close to 3am. Heng she slept le... Haha :p Hai~ realised how much i downgraded from a very good bf to a really bochup one... haiyo i really huo gai. Well at least now i don't cry anymore when i think of us... in fact i feel happy while thinking of us... although abit sianz that after thinking can't call her to say sweet nothings to her... haha. Haiyo ren zhen shi fan jian... last time can do nvr do... now cannot le then feel like doing.

Then i remembered that i brought 2 char siew paos and some kueys... Mum's so sweet. She bought all those in advance and made sure i brought them to work to eat. They were so yummy... Maybe it's just cos i was hungry... Maybe it's the love from mum that made them taste so good. And then i decided to do some exercises while waiting for time to pass... Did some push ups and prisoner squats... Really too boliao le (-_-''') Then returned to watching tv and reading story book after tat...

0733am... Received her reply... She was still half asleep. Haiyo felt so much affection for her... i asked her to go back to sleep first... Actually i already could end my duty to meet her le.. But wanted her to sleep more so i waited till 8++ before i left my workplace... Felt so xingfu to know she was sleeping comfortably and snugly in bed, even though we're just friends now... We'd agreed on thurs that after my duty today i'd meet her to get back some stuff... my driving card and discs with some of our photos. Haiyo copying the pics from the discs really drive me crazy... some files cannot copy la... then my com like hang 3 times liddat... Cannot la... must return her the discs later liao... Tmr then copy... haha today got to sleep then handsome handsome go wedding dinner... Hohoho then after tat straight away go roller blading at east coast with my colleagues Ivy and Alvin. GOOD~ can learn... can PLAY~ Yay~~ can go seaside too ^___^