20 May 2009, Wednesday

I surprise even myself with how nonchalant i am with my results this semester. Tomorrow's my paper, and yet for the large part of my leave days, i've spent much of my time either reading storybooks, watching tv or doing leisure stuff online. I've actually only managed to reeeaally start studying only today and i'm actually not nervous about it... oh man! Gimme back my sense of emergency!!

Instead, i spend my time pondering over random things like:
Would you think sometimes some people are just too charming or charismatic for their own good and others? Not in terms of looks, but attractive personalities. Its like sometimes this attractive gal/guy has to act like they haven't noticed interest from people, they probably feel bad about choosing not to notice anyway. The term for this is.. ~Lan tao hua~ Hahaa :p And then, I've noticed how some people stay single without going into relationships for years once they've ever had a crush on someone relatively attractive to them. After that, the others just seem...... plain or missing something? Kakaa :p

Hmm~ Perhaps it's just human nature, just like anyone who's been to Redang wouldn't really find Tioman to be all that attractive at all lah!! Hehe~ Ah~~ Just a reflection as someone who's been on both ends as the bee and the honey (or the fly and the dabian if you like). Of course there's also people like yours monkeyly who has been in relationships before and prefer staying single for the freedom

Sometime last week or early this week, i recalled this nice story again -> "Where Rainbow Ends". Maybe some people are like Alex and Rosie? ... Sharing that fondness for each other, yet never willing to reveal their feelings just because they perceive that the other party doesn't have that kind of feeling in return, or being whirled into circumstances that prevent them from confessing each time they gather enough resolve to do so... Awww~ i wouldn't want to be in their shoes... I think it's really sad if 2 people so in love with each other have to wait till they're in their 50s or something before know how much feelings they have for each other and get together......... OOOOO i've suddenly realised something more important!!
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Sheeeeeeeeet i've wasted 40mins writing this gibberish......!!! (x_x''') Back to studies now!! Bye bye!! *chuckles*